hi and hello everyone!
i was reading notes about casting defect online, and i realized that it was on blogspot, so it seems fitting that i drop by my own page!
i read about my last 2 posts, one is about how we passed our Pro4 and now are final year students, and another is about my skin condition.
now i'm gonna update about these 2 things, and maybe talk about a few other stuffs
we are now 2 weeks away from sessional, and i'm not even that serious about my study! i seriously don't know what wrong with me, i seem to be lack of passion. i missed a lot of classes because i kept oversleeping, and i don't even care! sometimes i extend my cuti because i went back home. in year 3 and 4, i don't really go back unless its a long holiday, but this year, i made a 5 day holidays out of 3 because i went back to kelantan. i mean, it was juniors exam, and they closed down the clinics so i don't miss much postings, but i still skip a lot of classes. they haven't announced the attendance yet, so i don't know how badly i did and what they're gonna do. just hope that they will only give warnings or something, nothing serious or bad. then about my study, in last post i talked about studying in library all the time. this year i haven't even started going to the library for the finals. i keep on delaying even when everyone keep ajak me. i'm just too damn lazy to get ready and walk the (100m) distance. especially at night when i already washed my face and all. BUT i did study in my room okay, its just not that productive as compared to being in library. for example, i studied like 30 min this morning then i went back to bed for 2 hours lol. then i keep sidetracking on youtube. i really am addicted to youtube, that's a serious problem lol. (just checked youtube for any new videos lol)
update about my new boyfriend? it's funny that in my last post i said i just want to buat senyap and hope he goes away. well guess what? that's exactly what happened! and as expected, i'm not even that sad. i mean it was a bit difficult at first, but i know it was all habits. i got used to texting him so it was weird not to receive any texts anymore. it took a few days for my heart not to glitch at the mention of his name, but after that i was really really happy. seriously guys, i'm not even kidding. i think around that time i found this video saying that it's only our choice to be happy or not, and i believe it. i even made a poster with a quote "Decide to be happy today" and put it on my wardrobe so i remember to choose to be happy everyday. i rarely have sad episodes anymore, but i do cry at the stupidest things when i'm PMS-ing. it's only normal.
okay next onto my skin!
argh i'm so frustrated with it! i was complaining about pimples last year, so this year it decided to go dry. i don't really mind a bit of dry patches at first, i thought it was normal dry skin so i bought a moisturizing cleanser, which seems to work for a few weeks, when suddenly the dry patches freaking SPREAD! like how could dry skin spread?? i think this dry skin started when i start year5. so i went to the clinic, and they gave me this cream which again, seems to work at first but then the dryness came back stronger! so i went to another clinic. the doctor was a bit worried about underlying conditions and all, so she suggested me to go see a specialist. so i went to kk to get a referral letter to a dermatologist (since i can't afford private) and i got an appointment for a week later. then i went to the dermatologist, and i don't think they came up with an exact diagnosis. there was this one young female doctor, which i think is not yet a derma, and she checked me and asked few questions, and she called another doctor, a bit older which i think is a derma, and they discussed my case. i remember them saying my condition is not really this disease (i forgot what it was, i think it was sebarrhoic dermatitis because they ask i have dandruff) per se, so they were assuming it was eczema (funny because that's what mummy said. when they couldn't come up with proper diagnosis, they'll say its eczema lol). i mean, i did think i have eczema on my fingers, it was red and itchy. but on my face it was nothing like eczema. but then again, i didn't study skin. so they gave me this huge bottle of hydrocrotisone and a tube of clotrimazole. these medicines, again, like you can predict, work at first but lose its efficacy after a few days. then the dryness spread onto my eyelids, one at a time. my FKING eyelids! when it's really dry, it felt really heavy that its a burden to open my eyes. ARGHH!
what i hate more than the dryness of my face is that people keep asking me why. like shut the fck up, even i don't know why! i think it's worse than acne. i can't even wear make up :(
okay let's move on before i explode.
year 5 really passes by quickly, like i'll be taking finals in no time! it was great overall, i did win the international dental quiz yay! then we did our best to present our elective project but we didn't win anything. it's okay. then we finished our competency tests. but not our quotas yet. i think i won't finish my quota even until Pro5, and i hope they don't even care. that's what our seniors said, so i hope its true. competing to get cases for our quotas really bring out the worse in us, so i hate it. i especially hate it when juniors get more cases. some of them are really rude like i so want to hit them with a chair, while some are a bit more considerate. i hope their juniors are more rude so they will be living in hell when they're in year 5. serve those bitches right.
since i didn't write the best of 2016 (i don't really remember anymore), i'll just list down what good things that has happened to me:
1) pass Pro4
2) went hiking at Bukit Batu Putih and Gunung Datuk
3) won the international undergraduate dental quiz
4) got a new phone from papa
5) done and dusted the elective project
6) ATV riding even though i almost fell of a cliff :O
7) cycling around Malacca town
8) photo shoot at Klebang
9) took part in Manipal Run for Life. 5km for 38min. a new record for me even when i didn't win anything
10) working as a waiter. it was really fun though
11) those carefree nights where we hung out until 1 in the morning
i think i better stop here. i need ma sleep.
write later when i'm feeling it.
till then, toodles!
i was reading notes about casting defect online, and i realized that it was on blogspot, so it seems fitting that i drop by my own page!
i read about my last 2 posts, one is about how we passed our Pro4 and now are final year students, and another is about my skin condition.
now i'm gonna update about these 2 things, and maybe talk about a few other stuffs
we are now 2 weeks away from sessional, and i'm not even that serious about my study! i seriously don't know what wrong with me, i seem to be lack of passion. i missed a lot of classes because i kept oversleeping, and i don't even care! sometimes i extend my cuti because i went back home. in year 3 and 4, i don't really go back unless its a long holiday, but this year, i made a 5 day holidays out of 3 because i went back to kelantan. i mean, it was juniors exam, and they closed down the clinics so i don't miss much postings, but i still skip a lot of classes. they haven't announced the attendance yet, so i don't know how badly i did and what they're gonna do. just hope that they will only give warnings or something, nothing serious or bad. then about my study, in last post i talked about studying in library all the time. this year i haven't even started going to the library for the finals. i keep on delaying even when everyone keep ajak me. i'm just too damn lazy to get ready and walk the (100m) distance. especially at night when i already washed my face and all. BUT i did study in my room okay, its just not that productive as compared to being in library. for example, i studied like 30 min this morning then i went back to bed for 2 hours lol. then i keep sidetracking on youtube. i really am addicted to youtube, that's a serious problem lol. (just checked youtube for any new videos lol)
update about my new boyfriend? it's funny that in my last post i said i just want to buat senyap and hope he goes away. well guess what? that's exactly what happened! and as expected, i'm not even that sad. i mean it was a bit difficult at first, but i know it was all habits. i got used to texting him so it was weird not to receive any texts anymore. it took a few days for my heart not to glitch at the mention of his name, but after that i was really really happy. seriously guys, i'm not even kidding. i think around that time i found this video saying that it's only our choice to be happy or not, and i believe it. i even made a poster with a quote "Decide to be happy today" and put it on my wardrobe so i remember to choose to be happy everyday. i rarely have sad episodes anymore, but i do cry at the stupidest things when i'm PMS-ing. it's only normal.
okay next onto my skin!
argh i'm so frustrated with it! i was complaining about pimples last year, so this year it decided to go dry. i don't really mind a bit of dry patches at first, i thought it was normal dry skin so i bought a moisturizing cleanser, which seems to work for a few weeks, when suddenly the dry patches freaking SPREAD! like how could dry skin spread?? i think this dry skin started when i start year5. so i went to the clinic, and they gave me this cream which again, seems to work at first but then the dryness came back stronger! so i went to another clinic. the doctor was a bit worried about underlying conditions and all, so she suggested me to go see a specialist. so i went to kk to get a referral letter to a dermatologist (since i can't afford private) and i got an appointment for a week later. then i went to the dermatologist, and i don't think they came up with an exact diagnosis. there was this one young female doctor, which i think is not yet a derma, and she checked me and asked few questions, and she called another doctor, a bit older which i think is a derma, and they discussed my case. i remember them saying my condition is not really this disease (i forgot what it was, i think it was sebarrhoic dermatitis because they ask i have dandruff) per se, so they were assuming it was eczema (funny because that's what mummy said. when they couldn't come up with proper diagnosis, they'll say its eczema lol). i mean, i did think i have eczema on my fingers, it was red and itchy. but on my face it was nothing like eczema. but then again, i didn't study skin. so they gave me this huge bottle of hydrocrotisone and a tube of clotrimazole. these medicines, again, like you can predict, work at first but lose its efficacy after a few days. then the dryness spread onto my eyelids, one at a time. my FKING eyelids! when it's really dry, it felt really heavy that its a burden to open my eyes. ARGHH!
what i hate more than the dryness of my face is that people keep asking me why. like shut the fck up, even i don't know why! i think it's worse than acne. i can't even wear make up :(
okay let's move on before i explode.
year 5 really passes by quickly, like i'll be taking finals in no time! it was great overall, i did win the international dental quiz yay! then we did our best to present our elective project but we didn't win anything. it's okay. then we finished our competency tests. but not our quotas yet. i think i won't finish my quota even until Pro5, and i hope they don't even care. that's what our seniors said, so i hope its true. competing to get cases for our quotas really bring out the worse in us, so i hate it. i especially hate it when juniors get more cases. some of them are really rude like i so want to hit them with a chair, while some are a bit more considerate. i hope their juniors are more rude so they will be living in hell when they're in year 5. serve those bitches right.
since i didn't write the best of 2016 (i don't really remember anymore), i'll just list down what good things that has happened to me:
1) pass Pro4
2) went hiking at Bukit Batu Putih and Gunung Datuk
3) won the international undergraduate dental quiz
4) got a new phone from papa
5) done and dusted the elective project
6) ATV riding even though i almost fell of a cliff :O
7) cycling around Malacca town
8) photo shoot at Klebang
9) took part in Manipal Run for Life. 5km for 38min. a new record for me even when i didn't win anything
10) working as a waiter. it was really fun though
11) those carefree nights where we hung out until 1 in the morning
i think i better stop here. i need ma sleep.
write later when i'm feeling it.
till then, toodles!
love;
ndia :)
