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Thursday, October 28, 2010

lucky 25 :)

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

[To do this, go to "notes" on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people then click publish.

chia wei asked me to do this.but nothing interesting really about me.so these are the facts about me:

1. eventhough i'm skinny, i tend to eat a lot.really really lot.

2.when i ate a lot,my stomach starts to bulge.and then i feel guilty.and i start to exercise a lot.really really lot.

3.i am such an alien.maybe that's why i always found people staring at me :(

4.i think i'm becoming stupider and stupider each single day.and the reason is simply because i don't study.

5.maybe u've read this before,but this is the only 'interesting' fact about me: i'm a teddy bear freak.

6.i may look rough and i may say harsh words but i have a very soft heart.

7.i'm a keen observer.i observe everything.maybe this skill will be useful someday ;)

8.i'm a criticizer.i always criticize people.and yes this is very annoying :(

9.apart from eating, i'm a big sleeper.i LOVE to sleep.

10.i don't have many friends.i don't know why,is it me or the people?

11.there's this weird person with the strange sense of fashion.oh wait that's me :P

12.others would love chocolate but i'm sick of them

13.when something big is coming, people would always said "how come u are still so calm?" me myself don't know why

14.sometimes people said 'say want u want because i dont care'.i dont just say,i mean that

15.they said 'things that don't kill u will make u stronger'.i will only be stronger after several crying sessions

16.i think i might have a trust issue :(

17.and maybe some money issue :((

18.my self confident is low though i look like i dont care

19.i love bright colours but recently i found grey is attractive too

20.i have a very sensitive skin.until now there is no make up that suits my skin

21.call me a dork but i really love reading.and writing

22.honestly,i'm a selfish little girl

23.and i really love to cry.i cry for no reasons sometimes

24.i try to live life to the fullest but i think i havent done it perfectly yet

25.i have maths and chem test and malay oral coming tomorrow but i dont know why i'm doing this =_=

Saturday, October 23, 2010

cara cara melawan kemalasan

1. pikir 'bila siap kerja nie bleyh rehat2'
2. pura pura rajin dan buat kerja sampai habis
3. bila kerja dah habis, buat kerja lain
4. kalau memang kerja dah takda, mintak orang lain punya kerja
5. kalau ada rasa rasa nak malas balik tu, repeat step 1 to 4.

cuba lah.kalau berkesan sila bagitau saya.sebab saya sendiri tak try buat lagi.
HAHA ;)

p/s: this is what happen when u have so much to do but so lazy to do them

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

7 things

1) i'm such a cry baby.
2) i found that making 'mengerek' sound comfort me
3) i'm really a loser
4) i rather do things on my own than hoping for others sympathy
5) i'm (sometimes) afraid of gaining weight
6) i always make stupid mistakes
7) i honestly don't know what's going to be with be

Friday, October 15, 2010

back to tadika

okay, the kids are so vigorous!

today my class went to some kindergarten at taman ampangan to do our CAS activity. we had some plans for the kids, some games and fun activities.

we started the activity at about 10.30 am until 12.00 pm. the kids are so noisy and mischievous and naughty! i can't handle them,i felt like shouting to make them shut up.luckily other classmates have the magic to handle kids.

some of the activities we had were simon says, drawing and video watching. i was so damn tired that i slept the whole evening! it's not much when it was written, but when u are in the situation, u can't wait to go back home and cuddle with ur own teddy bear.

fun? maybe i had a little.i mean, i don't know.i'm not really in the mood this morning.i don't even take pictures with the kids. they're cute, at least some of them who are good and nice, and they even ask us will we come back next week.

tomorrow we'll be going to some rumah anak yatim to do our next CAS activity.i know we don't have to handle them tomorrow because we're only going to paint some murals. let's hope everything' going to be okay.

till then,toodles!

*missing someone

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

again.

i wrote because i really have nothing to do.even when my bio book is still staring at me,hoping that i would pick it up and read it.but no thanks ;)

this morning i felt great.the day was good.everything was good.the teachers were okay.the subjects were fine.but.when it came to maths.i think my brain disappeared.the teacher asked me and i couldn't think of anything.oh come on nadia,what are u?a jackass?it made me feel bad.really really bad.i shouldn't forget anything.any single thing.it made me felt worse,thinking that i failed chem test and math test,and i don't really understand bio,then i forgot about the maths things.argh!!started to feel tension again.

i am such a compulsive shopper.i tend to spend my money whenever i'm hanging out.i don't know what happen.i mean,i love to shop,but i think i'm becoming unhealthy.in shopping manners of course.i have to stop this.some wouldn't think it's a big deal,but i spent rm300 in just 2 weeks.300 that should be used in 3 months.oh crazy!

i think i'm pms-ing again.it's fine to write this because nobody reads.i feel moody.i mean,i don't know.see,i don't know what i mean.i'm saying that i feel like crying.i feel bored.i just want to sleep the day away.i don't want to know anything else.i don't want to look at anyone.i don't want anyone to look at me.i want to be invisible.i want to pause the time. =(

oh.did i already mention that i really really hate that one classmate of mine?he's creepy.like,really really creepy.of course he did nothing cruel to me.in fact,he never even talk to me.but i hate people who stares.and he stares.like,all the time.maybe one day i'll ask him what's his problem.right now i'm going to keep cool and lie low."say what u want about me,cause i really don't give a damn."

and one more important thing.i hate this f***ing celcom broadband.stupid shit.

that's all.this blog thing kinda spoiled.toodles.

Monday, October 11, 2010

wish list

11/10/10

updated wishlist.

1-get higher marks.urgh! :(
2-understand all the subjects.double urghs!!
3-a new phone. iphone 4 perhaps?or blackberry? ;)
4-money.money.money. *i spend 300 in 2 weeks.yikes!
5-to meet my syg :(
6-shopping at harrods!HAHA.never gonna happen
7-holidays.
8-lots and lots of sleep.
9-to kick that one particular person's a**.huh!
10-blk rumah! :(

i'll keep u posted.oh btw,i wrote about teddy in the english class.childish, i know.
'getting old is by nature,but growing up is a man's option' ;)

love.ndia.

Monday, October 4, 2010

and this is what we call stupid shit

i can't get over this damn thing.i mean,it's normal.everybody makes mistake.but this is the first ever time that i feel sooooo damn stupid when answering Maths test.i mean, it was surely and purely and perfectly and no-doubtingly my stupidity.the question that i left unanswered was such an easy peasy!but due to my stupidity,i don't revise that and i can't answer that.shit.

but nevermind.it's not final test yet.it's just a quiz.thank GOD!i can still study and learn from mistakes right?

today is not a great day.felt really really sleepy in classes.and even kena marah by chem teacher.teacher,i totally forgot to do the guided question lar.aish..

a thousand relieves after being Hamilah in class bm.no more worry about that Saga book.

business test this coming thursday.URGH! i don't know how i'm going to face that.i mean,i always and always feel sleepy..urgh!

maybe that's all bloggers.till then,toodles
p/s: mood, where are u?? :(

Friday, October 1, 2010

just because

u know what's the worst part of being here?i'm becoming a stalker.wait,it's not like stalker stalker.like really bad stalker.but it's just that sometimes i stalk on people.okay,maybe most of the time.

rewind!not stalk,but gossiping.but then again,it's not like gossiping like mengumpat, it's just gossip.no harm done.and thanks to adani ishak, we become the gossip internet.HAHA.

it's hard to resist temptation.i know it's bad.i know i know.u really don't have to tell me that.but when u LOVE chocolate, and u want to go on a diet, but people keep on offering u cadbury and vochelle and ferrero roche and whatsoever.how on earth are u going to resist that?then of course u'll make it up with exercises. same like me.i'm not talking that i'm on anti-chocolate phase or on a diet or anything (though i hate chocolate for making mr. pimples come!!), i'm talking about something else.something that u wouldn't understand. it's my past time job.i'm currently addicted to it.by now i know u will be cursing under ur breath because i've been blabbering about something that is actually nothing but i make it like it's everything :)

this is what u get when u've done the chem lab report :)
and this is also because SOMEONE told me that we're going to webcam-ing but then fell asleep and left me alone :(
oh,maybe because i'm feeling inspired to write tonight ;)

eh bloggers,actually i do have something to tell. that SOMEONE is here,so gotta go :*)
toodles