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Tuesday, March 11, 2014

2014

hello everyone.

i cant believe it's march already and this is my first post.
guess that i dont have much to say.
or time to write.
but i'll be lying of course.

first thing first, papa mummy ciknit and pakcik came for our India tour.
i can't say that it was amazing in general,
but i have some awe moments.
the trip, in short, is just so-so.
the Taj Mahal was great, but in the end, it's just a building.
nothing much to see in Delhi.
Kashmir was amazing, but the timing was not right so we didnt see much.
one thing though, the men are handsome. even the carpet guys. lol
and how they pronounce snow as se-now
that still crack me up till now. haha
and lets not forget i get to try skiing although just for 10 min.
but that was enough.
it was sad that i only get to play with snow for 2 hours. not satisfying.
but Allah knows better, as always.
and i lost 5 kilos for travelling in India. huh



2nd thing, despite my complain of comfiness in my own house and watching movies non-stop,
i still managed to top my friends during 1st block.
it's not that i'm proud (although of course i am, who wouldnt, right?)
but it goes to show that it's not our efforts that count, it's because of His mercy.
sometimes i get scared.
i'm afraid i'll become too comfortable and take things for granted.
and i'm afraid that this nikmat will only brings me further from Allah, nauzubillah.
and for second block, i still do okay although not as inspiring as during 1st block.
i remember after viva pharmac, i almost cry (although i did shed some tears) because i blanked out.
i can't really answer the simplest question, and i felt very stupid that time.
but just now i checked the result and i got 7/10.
it's not as bad as i think it was. Alhamdulillah.
this block we're gonna have another viva for pharmac,
so i'm gonna be extra ready and calm to get full marks like adl and amy. haha

then of course i'm gonna talk about him
i was reading my last couple of posts and how i was whining that we drifted apart.
but guess what? we are now closer than ever.
adani asked if it was like last year's close.
but i think this is a new level.
last year it was more like a friend.
this is more like a flirtationship. though i don't want to put it like that.
and the worst (or maybe greatest?) thing is that my mum seems to like him
and i kinda, sorta admit that i like him to mummy.
but i dont know. i said it as a joke.
one thing for sure is that if we ever get serious, then i dont have to worry about parental approval. lol

i started reading john green's books and they are awesome!
john green might write young adult novels, but they sure contain more morals and themes compared to other novels.
it's like reading paulo coelho, for children.
my favourite would be Abundance of Katherines. and Will Grayson, Will Grayson coming second.
you would think that john green is writing about something, but midway the story changes and you realize the theme is not what you think it is.
i love how john green put real characters.
not everyone is handsome, hot or cool.
his characters are nerd, fat, physically challenged or self-centered.
it makes the story more real and you can sometimes connect with the characters.
his books make me think about life, how we perceive others.
sometimes you can detect a pattern.
his hero is usually a smarty-pant, a non-popular geek.
and usually he falls for the first female character introduced.
and the female would be wild, mysterious and really hot.
in Looking for Alaska (spoiler alert) you wouldnt believe that john green actually kill Alaska.
but that's what the story is about.
death. Alaska died in a car crash. but what actually happened during the accident?
it makes me think, what if it was me? or my friends? or my family members?
but you wouldnt know what actually happen, you know.
it's between Allah and them.

which brings me to the missing of MH370.
it is a wonder how a plane can be missing, for 2 days now.
if it crashed, it should be found by now.
if it was hijacked, it should landed somewhere, people should notice a plane.
i mean come on, it's a frigging plane.
and from this issue, Malaysian are showing their stupidity.
it is embarrassing you know.
this is a national headline, and when people log in online to read about this,
they can see how Malaysian are fighting and coming up with stupid theories,
blaming one another.
whatever happened, all my prayers go to the victims and family members.

maybe i should stop here.
since coming back to block 3, i havent started study yet.
i'm watching Greek, and it only reminds me how i LOVE cappie.
then i went and bought novels, so it only made sense to finish the novels first.
now i really need to start studying to keep up the performance.

till then, toodles.

love;
ndia :)