results

hye.
so today is 27th june.
and result is due on 6th july.
like it is one week away.
aargghhh.
cuak gila.
kadang2 kalau tak pikir okay lar sket.
tak rasa apa.
tapi bila ingat tu. fuish takut doe.
anyway aku ckp kat abz jgn pikir
abz ckp pikir xpikir still akan dpt result.
tapi kalau kita tak pikir,
at least xde lar membazir adrenaline kan?
haha.
anyway.
skrg boleh berdoa je lar biar result elok.

oh cuti dah sebulan aku tak buat apa pon.
sepatutnya aku mntak kerja
tapi dah lambat.
and aku malas kerja musim puasa. haha
travel pon tak lagi. aish.
after result kalau result cantik insyaAllah pergi lar genting kot.

dah jum doakan aku.
k toodles!

love,

ndia :)

dear you

Dear you,

I don't know whether it's your specs, or your innocent look. Either way you look so cute.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

I have decided. You look better with your specs on. Seriously, you look better and better every passing day.

I think I'm falling for you.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

Even when you look serious, you still catches my eyes. Or maybe the class is so boring that I have to keep glancing at you to keep awake.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

You look cute just now when you focus on the facilitator. And now you look cute again. I wish you will notice me and give me your number. Or better yet, your heart.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

You always look handsome and cute, whatever you do. Just now I caught you looking at me. Are you starting to notice me?

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

I am so excited to talk to you today. At the same time, I am sad for tomorrow.

Regards, 

Me

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Dear you,

Why do you have to look extra handsome today if you are just going to ignore me?

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

I saw you on the bus. I wanted to wave goodbye, but you wasn't looking. Maybe you didn't like goodbye, the same with me. Whatever it is, hope you the best in life and until we meet again.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

It's so sad to wait here while I know you are already somewhere else. But I know we will meet again someday.

Regards,

Me

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Dear you,

After I went shopping, I have stopped thinking about you at all. So until we meet again.

Regards,

Me.

BTN

i think it's about one week after BTN.
what i can say is, it's only cool because we get to meet our friends again.
and the sesi riadah is cool, especially the mendaki bukit part.
eventhough is it not challenging at all, but its nice.

then the classes are so boring that i slept.
okay i only slept during 1 class, while adl slept throughout the classes.
and it was so funny watching him slept that i was wide awake.
haha

then what else? i think the place is okay,
i kinda like the place eventhough it is in ulu.
but the facilities are usable, so that's cool.
oh i thing that i hate is baju susah nak kering.
well duduk tepi hutan tebal memang lar xpanas sangat.

the jurulatih are okay,
they were not mean like the plkn punya jurulatih.
but adani said they recently change the style cause the garang2 style is not suitable.
duh!

i got this idea at BTN. next post.

about my holiday? it's not bad, yet.
i got to do some cooking,
some baking,
go here and there,
read and watch something
and sleep early.
and i thought about sleeping after this.

oh just now i took aisyah, her mom and adani round-round kb.
haha we just go to places to eat!
anyway it was kinda fun.

till then, goodnite.

love;

ndia :)

feels like old time.

hey.
just now i went out with syafa' and mcjue and saffwan.
it was nice. actually it was kinda awesome. okay no it was nice.
we talked, we caught-up. and it really feels like old time.
guess we didn't change much. huh.
i know deep down in my heart, the old me is still here.
i'm just bettering myself, not being someone else.
so when i'm with them, and only them not strangers, it feels normal.
like old normal. not now normal.
but glad to know that i have a life beyond KMS.

okay to be honest, we changed. but we acted like we are just how we used to be.
and maybe i kinda like it.
knowing that we still have something from the past,
something we can hold on to.
the feelings that you get from that..
i don't know.
i'm just grateful maybe.
maybe we are old enough to let go of the high school grunges and histories.
but not old enough to stop messing around. haha we like that.
we talked nonsense.

okay to be honest again, maybe because jue was there.
she was the one to talk non-stop
and she brought us together.
maybe if she's not there, i don't know what to say.
or maybe i do.
i am trying to become friendlier. heh

okay anyway, i had finished reading Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom.
it was really moving.
i cried after the Reb died,
but i think that book was more suitable for people who lack faiths.
i have, insyaAllah, a strong faith in my religion.
so some of the stories can't apply to me.
but nevertheless, the story was something.
it teaches me a lot,
like be nice to others even though they are not being nice to you.
and what makes it more beautiful is that it was a true story.
and, no offense, but i know why Christians can attract more followers than Islams.
because they are being nice to people, who might not be Christians at all.
and we as Muslims, we didn't really practice that.
and that was suppose to be one of the things we do, because Islams teaches us to be kind.
but we didn't do that, and people of other religion misinterpret Islam.
that's why they say, blame the people but not the religion.

now i'm reading the 6th book of Skulduggery Pleasant, Death Bringer.
i think this is the only fantasy book, aside Twilight saga, that i follow.
Derek Landy is an awesome writer.
he sure has a good sense of humor, and he describes the events very vividly.
and not to forget he put some love stories in his stories.
and that't what makes him cool.

so i'm going to take the bus tomorrow night.
can't believe i have to take the bus again,
i don't really like taking the bus.
i'm rambling again.
i'm taking the bus to seremban for BTN.
i can't really say how i'm feeling about this BTN thing.
maybe i'm neutral.
i'm not really looking forward to it,
i'm not really hating it. just neutral.
wait and see.

maybe that's all for tonight.
i'll write again after BTN.
so toodles!

p/s: i graduated IB. like how cool is that?

love;

ndia  :)