bila esok menjelma

weee..esok dah hari jumaat lar.dah 12 aibulan 11.dah nak balik!!!tak sabar sangat2.malam nie dah xboleh buat apa-apa.kebahagian yang melampau.

tapi..nanti balik kena study.bolehkah?mesti banyak godaan kat rumah,macam mana nak study??tapi kena study jugak,sebab kat sini pon study sket sket je.so,balik rumah kena pulun habis habisan,jangan bagi kat orang lain pom.haha.

yang paling menakutkan ialah maths, chem and biz.bio macam dah study kat sini,yang biz lar xstudy langsung lagi.dah lar dalam kelas pon mata macam kena gam je.aish..

apa apa pun,semoga perjalanan pulang ke rumah selamat dan selamat sampai rumah..barang barang kat hostel pon semoga selamat selamat je.

cukup lar.takde benda dah nak cakap.

selamat bercuti :)

explosion of the brain

okay,the tittle is a little exaggerated,my brain is not exploding yet,but i think it's about to.

there are just too many thing that's going through my mind.i wish i can write it all out and get it off my brain,but i can't.i don't even know..i'm not sure of anything.

first thing first.the CAS thing.obviously it's not a big thing,i just have to handle this project.like,it's not a big one.it's just a minor part of a mega project..so tomorrow i'm gonna have to call the dance people,plan a dance routine,and,and,and it's done!eh wait,and write the CAS proposal.okay so one thing sort out!

the second thing is,the upcoming final exam?urgh!seriously i don't know what to do about this thing.next week i'm coming back home for a week break,yea!and i have to study every single details that i've learnt in classes because exam starts the minute my breaks over.double urgh!

then,the third thing is what am i going to bring back home?specifically, which BOOKS do i have to bring back?it's like i have to bring everything,because there's nothing in my brain.yikes!for one week,i have to read everything..6 subjects,no,7 including PAI.aaaaaaaaaaa.

the last but definitely not least is,kms.it's not really kms's problem,it's just me.i feel like by every second i'm spending here,i get brain wash and brain wash and brain wash and some more brain wash.it's actually good,it's my time to change,this is the chance.this can be a stepping stone to turn over a new leaf (okay,ayat tak boleh bla).and i don't know what's stopping me.it's like,i have everything.but i don't appreciate it.i know we have to strike when the iron's hot(skali lagi ayat tak boleh bla),and procrastinating is the thief of time(oh please stop me!), but what oh what is stopping me?wait, i think i know.(dengan nada menyeramkan)it's the devils..they keep on persuading me to postpone,postpone and to forget,and to say ''it's okay,it's the norm'' even when the truth is it's really not okay.what the hell will happen to me?aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i've read this at Maher's canteen, "when everything else fails,turns to Allah".

i think it's my time to turn to my creator now,even when things are not failing yet.

bloggers,do pray for me :')

tak lama lagi

so today i felt great. the main factor is because of yesterday's finding.the greatest thing that ever happen for this week.couldn't stop smiling :)

then today went off great.the marks for the test came out,and i did pretty well. Alhamdulillah.

and the rest of the day was okay,

EXCEPT for when i don't really understand the bio thing that teacher was talking about,

AND when the chemistry teacher gave us tons of new homework.

i mean,come on!final exam is 2 weeks from now.we need to study,no,I need to study.i have to catch up everything,urgh!

next week is revision week.the last week of school before going back for aidhil adha.i'm so excited!but nervous at the same time,it means that the final test is really really around the corner,maybe hiding and waiting for me to come and to surprise me.huh!

really can't wait for this 2 years of Internal Bleeding (IB) to finish.it gives me so much pressure.

oh did i already mention about the chem teacher?i don't really remember what she said,something along 'the final exam is harder than this test...lots of questions about application...first sem determines ur future for the next sem...no time to relax...' oh come on teacher!'thanks' for the brilliant advice,it makes me 'calmer' now.

but she's serious.it's nothing but the absolute truth!aarggghh!can't i just drop out of this college and get married? *yeah right,like that's my ambition*

whatever blogger.tomorrow going out for the last time ever (for this year) at seremban.then gonna start extravaganza study.

till then,toodles

*everytime i remember,i will smile =)

finally

finally!

feel so damn relieve.my iop is over.oh iop is the individual oral presentation for malay A1 at kms.i was so nervous that i think people can see me shaking.luckily my video was so funny that the butterfly in my belly fly away.and guess what?the teacher said that "ceramah yang memberangsangkan.penuh keyakinan".HAHA..she don't know what i went through.all in all,i'm glad it's over.

now,all left is english oral.and i haven't done anything yet.i mean,even the title is still ambiguous.but it's okay,i love english.i'll do it quickly.and not that the english teacher has high expectation from us.i'll do fine,InsyaAllah.

and i have to think about the extended essay now.it's due to next year,but the earlier the better.and the g4 project..man,it never end.

the final test is 2 weeks from now.WHAT? it's so near but i haven't study anything yet,so busy with this iop thing.so stop fooling around nadia,u can't afford to fail anymore.

depaavali is coming.not going anywhere,have to study.urgh!

till then bloggers, toodles

p/s:bangga gila kut dgr ayat tu dr ckgu bm ;)