The Best of 2012

So here’s another series of the best of. And it was more like highlights of the year, because some of it is not really ‘best’. This year I’m going to arrange it in time wise, which is according to months of the events taking place. So here we go!

1. CNY

Most of us went home since it was 4 days holidays if I’m not mistaken. But me and adani decided to stay and went to KL to enjoy. So we went to Sunway Pyramid to try ice skating. And boy it was really really fun! I was quite good at it actually. And I bought my Charles and Keith purse. And I went home with a terrible ache on both my legs. But I think it was worth not going back home! And worth every single penny I spent travelling from Seremban to Subang Jaya.

2. The Moves

Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I’m making any moves to get any guys I like. It’s because we moved from Balqis to Farabi, and then Farabi to Aisyah. And we do it all by ourselves. Imagine the things collected for 3 semesters, and we had to move them all by ourselves. Imagine the proud I felt. And the muscle spasm K

3. Tutors High Tea

And they made me a Math HL tutor. For real? So I tutored my friends, and then I got only 5 for my final. Really? But the highlight is I was invited for the high tea, where we can eat all we want. It was held at the hotel, and most of my friends were there so it was really nice. And the food is good.

4. Intensive Revision Program (IRP)

Or better known as RIP since we all felt dead during these few weeks! Woke up in the morning to study and in the evening study some more until night come only to study again. But why it was the highlight? Because the whole batch sat in the hall, and I actually had an awesome study group mates, and the Maths study group was really rocking my socks. And they provided biscuits and tea, which was really really nice, and kind of thoughtful.

5. IB Final Exam

This had to be the biggest exam in my life ever! I mean, 2 years struggling with IB, and it finally came to an end. Of course I was freaked out, I was nervous as hell. But I went through it, and we all went through it actually. The most noticeable thing was that I sat beside Adl, the genius boy. And of course it put extra pressure on me seeing him answering the entire Maths question that I left. But nevermind that. And another point worth remembering was the business students had 1 and only 1 paper left due Monday, where all the other non-business students had already celebrated their independence day. But we went through it too! Such a strong army aren’t we?

6. IB Grand Dinner

This has to be the biggest event, eh no scratch that, the 2^nd biggest event of the year. It was a night where it is accepted to wear 4 inch high heels and lots of makeup. So of course it made its way through my list. Thinking back, the dinner itself was nothing really. The food was okay, the performance yeah not bad, and then nothing. What I liked most was the fact that I get to take pictures with almost everyone, even ones that I do not really know! And oh we got such a cute door gift; a charm bracelet with our initials on it. It was really personal.

7. BTN

Really ndia? BTN? Well it was TOTALLY not the best of this year, but after grand dinner we all went home, and here we met again. And probably for the last time, for some of us. And it was nice meeting up with your friends, hiking and walking through the forest, sitting and sleeping in the classroom and all those stuffs.

8. BBQ/ Birthday Party

It was a combine event to celebrate my upcoming birthday and a BBQ for the USM girls that came to Kelantan. We ate lots of seafood and we went to play by the beach at 10pm, then we get some sleep. The next day we went to Rantau Panjang to do some shopping and we made a stop at Husni’s house. Did I already mention the handsome brother of hers? He is handsome, really. Anyway, we went to the masjid because it was some important night, and after that we went bowling. And I had to drive fast to get us in time to the bus station. Man it was crazy!

9. IB Result and Graduation Party

IB results were out the day before my birthday, so it could make or break my day, and you could understand my tension. But Alhamdulillah I scored pretty well and thus it really made my day J. The grad party was okay because we get to meet our friends for the last time (for some that won’t fly or that will go to other part of the world), the food was nice, and the best was because my dad and mum were there too. And actually the journey to and fro was exciting because I got to drive the Pajero Sport to 140km/hr wuhoooo!

10. Trip to KL with Adani

We actually planned to go enjoy all the rides at Genting Highlands Theme Park but somehow it was inconvenient thus we decided to stay at Yani’s house and went to Sunway Lagoon, One Utama and Midvalley to treat ourselves for our excellent results. I bought my Charles and Keith handbag at One Utama, and my 4 inch wedges. Why didn’t I bring that wedges to Manipal?!

11. Fly

September came and it was time for us to fly to India. Gosh it’s really happening. I’m leaving my family and friends behind to pursue my dream, to become a dentist. At the airport I see my friends cried hugging their families, but me, I didn’t cry at all, not a single drop of tear. And I was so proud of myself because I was such a cry baby, but I didn’t cry at that time. And then arriving India, I felt nothing. Maybe I was a little bit disappointed to come to such a less-developed country, but still I didn’t cry. I remember crying when unpacking, and that’s because I was stressed with something.

12. The Highlights in India

- went to Mangalore for the 1^st time and spent Rs5000 (RM300). I bought my Issey Miyake Pleats Please perfume.

- lower braces : 13^th Oct

- upper braces: 17^th Nov

- Sky Lantern Project. This is the 1^st and maybe the last time I ever lighted and released a lantern to the sky. It was really beautiful seeing all these lighted lanterns in the dark sky.

- fireworks: 13^th Nov. The fireworks were actually to celebrate Diivali, and it was a grand one.

- a visit from USM girls: 24^th to 26^th Nov. We just finished our 1^st block and they came and we were really enjoying our weekend, going to Mangalore again, eating at Asian Delight and just lepak-ing with Adani like it was old time :’)

13. Note 2!

I bought my new phone, Galaxy Note 2 not the less!

so i think that's all for 2012. a lot of things had happened in this year, making me confused at times that it was still this year i graduated IB. this year had been both good and bad, and i pray for the upcoming years to be better than this, amiin.
till then, toodles!

love;

ndia :)

The state of hearts

Recently i found myself unable to sleep. I cant focus in class.
I think i might be falling for someone.
When you think you like someone,you constantly think about them.
You hate the other girls who came to talk to them. You hate when they are being friendly with someone other than you. You hate when they prefer to talk to someone else than you.
Even though they are not yours at all,to begin with.
I watched a lot of movies. And i have experiences.

I know how it felt to miss a chance. You know,you like them but they dont like you or they dont know or they are unavailable. Then you move on and then bam!they like you.
I know how it felt to like someone for 3 years and they dont know at all.
I know how it felt to like someone years before they like me back.
And there are also cases where you are friends with them. Then you start to like them. Then after sometime you realize you dont like them anymore. So you talk less and less with them and finally you become strangers. Or it could be you admit to them and they dont feel the same way. And somehow the friendship ended.

And i've been there,done that. So i dont wanna do the same mistakes or whatever it is that make me lose the person i might love or lose the friend i already have.

At times i ask my heart. Do i like this person enough to marry him? Do i see myself 15 years from now,with kids and grandkids with this man?
Do i like everything about him and can i accept all his weaknesses?
And always, Always my heart will say no.
But you never know right?
And so how do i know whether this man is enough for me?
How do i know i wont find someone better?
And if i dont like him enough,then why do i always think about him?
Why am i nervous everytime he comes near?
Why cant i focus in class anymore?
Whats wrong.

I never like liking someone. Being in love with someone who loves you is completely a different story.
But liking someone who might or might not likes you back is painful.
Sometimes i feel like going up to him and just say that i like him.
But that will result in a super awkward situation.
Even if he likes me back. It will still be awkward.
What worse is he dont like me. And then we cant be normal again.
So you see,im stuck.

I know some would argue that if you never ask you never know.
Im not saying i dont believe in girls making the first move.
But to make the first move and to risk a friendship is not something i look forward to do.

I would just LOVE to let this go and dont think about this.
The problem is,it is affecting my studies.
And you dont mess with my studies.
Therefore i have to figure out a way to get this thing out of my sytem.

Being friends with someone you like,
It could go two ways;
To take it another step forward.
Or to reverse.

And thats the state of my heart.

Toodles.

Love,
ndia :/

When not very old friends meet

Last week our kms friends from usm-kle gave us a visit. It was exciting,because one of them is my bff. So we didnt do nothing much,first evening we went to the great end point,that night we went to asian delight to eat some malaysian food and roti canai. The next day we went to mangalore,me adani alia and amy went to watch breaking dawn part 2. It was ah-ma-zing!! Didnt do much shopping though.
Then that night me and adani went for a dinner with kdin and dinie afiq. It was fun catching up,or seeing people catching up. And the next day we have classes,so i dont know what they did. The night came to bid farewell, and their trip ended. And my kms time ended as well. It was kinda sad to be alone again,in my room i meant. But i get used to it.
So i'll just upload some pictures.

Oh did i already tell that i bought a new phone? Note 2 it is. And in fact i'm blogging from this phone muehehe.

I think that might be all for today.
Toodles everyone.

Love,
Ndia :)