i mean,everyone is talking about the result,the spm result.yeah of course i'm nervous as hell,but what to talk about?let's just wait and see.and pray in the waiting.people are having dreams and nightmares,but me?oh no,i sleep soundly and peacefully ;)
i can't believe how fast time flies.it was like yesterday (yes i use this famous sentence starter,so deal with it :p ) that i seated for spm,the last day of school,the last day to meet him.but now it's time to take the result.can't wait! yeah right!
what will happen?people expect me to score straight As (like i'm capable!) but what if i don't?i'm damn scared right now.i mean,i was dreaming to score straight As since the day i was born (exaggerate!),i was dreaming what will i ask from my father if i could score! really really hoping to score. but what if i don't? *pause for a breath*
honestly! there's like someone (recently IDed as nervous) tying knots and knots in my stomach..and he brings butterflies with him!thinking about this,i can't really breath..
chill..
okay.so what's the worst case scenario?let's face it..if i don't score good enough,there's always Matriks right?and if (let's hope not) i score badly,like really really bad,i can always get married,have kids and be a housewife ;) (unlikely)
soo..life is about waiting people!haha.let's just pray and pray until the big day come.
love
ndia
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