otakku bercelaru..aku telah berkali2 menghadapi dugaan yang sama.berkali2 aku membuat keputusan yang sama.tetapi hatiku nyata tidak membenarkan aku meneruskan apa yang sepatutnya telah lama aku lakukan.tidak,terlalu sukar.mungkin aku mampu,ya memang aku mampu.cuma hatiku tidak mengizinkan..jiwaku tidak mampu untuk pasrah.ah,lupakan saja.masa sudah tentu mengubah segalanya.dan mungkin,semua ini akan berubah.aku cuma mampu berdoa agar perubahan itu merupakan perkara yang baik untuk semua.
yeah i sound like an idiot didn't i?i mean,i am not bragging nor do i forget my root,it's just that i feel normal writing in english even it's a broken one.anyway,i don't speak malay language,i speak kelantanese accent.and it is way different from malay language,it's cooler ;)
and so about my problem there?oh i don't know what to say about it anymore.i know what i should do,really i know.but i don't want to do it.u know,like u know u need to eat some medicine but u refuse because it doesn't taste good,even if u know it's for ur own benefit.it's the same for me.i prefer to let it follow the flow.find it's own way..
''love is like life,not always good and happy.life is not easy but we don't stop living,so why should we stop loving?"i have the answer now,to stop us from breaking our own hearts,right?
love got me wondering.and wondering.and i couldn't stop wondering.what's about love that make people search high and low for it?what's about it that make people die for it?maybe i didn't find that type of love yet,but i believe i've found something really special because,,oh i don't know.it made me float in the air,sometimes made me sink deep down in the sea,but i love it.yeah,me,love love.'anything that worth having is sure enough worth fighting for'..i will fight for this love i found,but i'm not really sure for how long will i fight for it.let's hope long enough until i get married ;)
i'm signing off,till then,see u again
love,
ndia :)
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