as i read other people's blog,i was amazed by how touching it is.it was so deep i could cry.no.i'm not exaggerating,i'm telling nothing but the truth.the words are so pure and honest.and oh i can't express the feeling.i want to write like that,but of course i couldn't..yeah sure i write a lot,but i write stuff like shit.and hell yes i talk like shit.but who cares?
they talked about something else but u know that what they mean is another thing.it was more than metaphor.it was beautiful.maybe that's why people wrote blog.i know when i signed up to have a blog,i have to be creative.i wasn't meaning to pour all my secrets in here,to tell the world about my life.blog was meant to share about our opinion,our feelings.surely it's not for self centered person.no hard feelings okay?
here i go again,saying stuff that people don't want to read.maybe that's why i wrote don't read at the top of my blog.u don't have to waste ur time reading this stupid shit of mine art,because i wrote what came across my mind.i love writing,probably because i'm not really good at speaking.
not that i can write well either.but either this or that,and i take this.maybe because we can delete what we write but once we talk,it's done.we can't take back what we say.and the malay said, "kerana mulut badan binasa" they don't say, "kerana tangan badan binasa"..of course what they really mean is words are more hurtful than any weapons because it hurt deep inside and no one knows that we are hurting..people (including me) said a lot of things that we regret..and sometimes i didn't say things that i had to say.things that later on i will be thinking before going to sleep.
why can't we just be perfect?why can't we know exactly to say this thing and exactly don't?why can't we wear an outfit that got everybody red with envy?why can't we just be happy for who we are,what we have?and the list goes on...the answer is simple ndia,nothing is perfect.no,nothing.sometimes i'm grateful for what i have,but other times..stop!
it's not about me.it's the world.honestly,i don't really care.the world has gone mad.the rich is filthy rich,the poor is really really poor.how can someone wears a bag that cost thousands of RM when at the other side of the world,people are begging to eat?how can someone (like me) doesn't finish their food when others only eat once in a week?it made me sad to think about this,really..
and how can people be ignorant to the Earth that's having so many problems?thinning of ozone layer,acid rain,global warming,u name it..i do my part,even if it's just a tiny one.i recycle,i try my hardest to tell my friends to recycle to.i switch off all the plug when not in use.but i don't really save water when i'm showering.pardon me for that Mother Nature.please people,let's save the Earth.
and at 2.15 a.m i'm writing about something that really really sound stupid.who give a damn bout what u say?i want to be some one so i can change the world.to change the world is easy.u just have to change ur mind.oh stop reading because i'm really blabbering.
maybe i should stop.morning everyone.
ndia
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