new chapter begins!

finally!finally finally i have something to tell u guys bloggers.i am at AIMST university!and alone.urgh!

yesterday i told u that i'm at the hotel right?so this morning papa got really really sick that he had to go to the hospital.he was warded.i'm worried sick; 1st because of him,2nd because i haven't register at AIMST yet.so mummy and abang,luckily we have abang,took care of my registration.and we have so much problem because; 1,we don't have offer letter; 2,we don't have money,it's with papa.when everything was done,papa was released,i was given a room with the malay senior.well,thank you madam.but now my problem is,they are all gone home and i don't even know any single person.i don't know if foundation students will have any activities tomorrow.well,i have to ask people.i have to make friends.i mean,what am i going to do this weekend?sitting in my room,alone??i didn't care about eating alone at the cafe,what worries me is if i miss any activities.

yeah i cried when mummy was leaving.i cried when i hug teddy for the last time.i cried when i called my syg to tell him about this.i cried when i'm writing this.for the 1st time ever i have to live alone.NS is different because everything is being handled there.and there are LOTS of malay student.hey i'm not being racism okay?it's just so weird.only 10% of the students here are malay.when i walked to the cafe just now,i saw chinese and indians,but no malay.u know what my heart said? 'horror oh horror!'..then i saw 2 malay girls,but i don't sit with them because they look older.huh.i'm just wishing that at breakfast tomorrow,i'll talk to any foundation students.i need to know the schedule.

oh bloggers,just wish be the best of luck.and anyway,this could be probably the last post i made.maybe i'll be busy after this.huh.just wish be luck okay?