yikes!i woke up at 7.45 am.amazing that i can showered,ate and made it to lecture on time.subuh xmiss,dah solat baru tdo blk.haha.anyway,i sat at the last row,alone.not that that mattered.
class,as yesterday,dismiss early despite the lecturer unwillingness.after wasting time in the library looking at some rich guys in forbes magazine,me n nabilah went to the cafe and at that time,i ate breakfast properly.just 2 slices of toast and teh tarik,but it was satisfying.aahh.then we when back to class.shockingly,mr lim talked longer than other lectures,and he even finished late!and i was freezing to death in the lecture hall.remind me to bring a jumper next time.
well,so far that's it.wait,i made friend with another chinese girl whose in the same class as me.oh.mr lim is the physics teacher and unsurprisingly,we did some revision on linear motion.made me regret that i didn't spend just time to revise on form 5 textbook before coming here..nevermind.
anyway.i almost cry in the lecture hall.i cried just now.i spent time last night and this morning,contemplating about my life now.and tonight i will take some time again to rearrange my life..i know i can handle this,but does he have to do this?now?again?looks like he's giving up,and maybe he had,long ago.maybe it's just me holding and trying to fix something that he doesn't want anymore.all been said and done.and,it's done.
thats all bloggers.bye
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