academic day

hye.
so last friday was the academic day for IB students.
it was the day that parents supposed to come and meet the teachers, talk about the kids progression and blablabla.
then my parents did came, and i was really thankful to them :)
it was nothing really, i'm not really bad in my studies so it was okay..
but after that, we went to Kuala Lumpur and stayed in some hotel.
then we went to shop a little.
it was fun because i miss my family.

and after the academic day i felt inspired to study harder for every subject.
i realized that i have to nail this IB final exam,
because i wanted it.
and my mom wanted that.

and i think that would be all for now.

oh yeah today is his birthday, so i wished him on facebook.
it was nothing, i can say that i'm really glad he's happy now.
seriously.
even though at times i felt sorry for myself for not finding a replacement yet,
i remind myself that that was the reason i broke up with him.
to focus on my study and to avoid these stuffs.
and Allah is helping me through this.
i hope i will find my one true love when i'm marriage-able :)

so until next time,
toodles!

love;

ndia :)

relationship.

okay, i know.
i'm going to talk about relationship today.
i had my fair share in relationship, so i think i know about relationship, a little maybe.

first, you need to know the type of relationship.
what kind of relationship do you have, the serious one, the messing around one, or a casual one.
for me, the messing around is the one where you are seriously messing around, like you don't really have true feelings towards them. and the casual one is like a casual relationship, where you don't take any vows to be together forever after laladida. and the serious one, of course, the one true love of you life.

then you need to know how to make the relationship work.
first thing first, like everyone said, honesty is the best policy. you need to be honest with your partner in everything and anything. i know some guys said that white lies are okay because they don't want their girls to make something out of nothing, but trust me. if you lied about small things, that will make us girls think you will lie about bigger stuffs. then, trust. if your partner do things you don't really like or anything that makes you think you can't trust them, STOP and think again. it is really worth it to start a scene? the third one is try.try to make it work, try to do fun things with your partner. when you think that you started to get bored with your partner, try to do new things. just don't stop trying. but if the feelings die, then it's time to let it go.

major mistakes we always do in relationship.
the most common mistakes girls do is become clingy. when you are in a relationship, it doesn't mean that you lose yourself. of course you want to do everything with your lovers, but come on, get a life. he doesn't need to be anywhere you are, you doesn't need his permission to do everything. then stop being whiny. it's cute sometimes, i know. but come on, even you will hate it if your friends do that to you. the third one is, become bossy. urgh this is the major mistake anyone can make. you are his girlfriend, not his mom. don't boss him around, that will totally turn him off. for guys, i think common error is becoming a jerk. now cool down, in front of his girlfriend, they will become sweet but in front of his friends, he will totally change. of course i don't say you have to be a sweetie pie but just don't be a jerk. treat your girlfriend nicely even in front of your buddies. then don't promise things that you know you don't want to do or you can't do. just say it, it will hurt her of course, but in short term, rather than let her hanging and then hurt her.


stories about MY relationship.
i think i learned love the hard way. i always think that. i found love and i threw it. then i find another love. until one day i found someone, who was quite a match for me. no, not a real match. but we both were messy. we kept playing with each others heart. we broke up and then we made up just so that we can broke up again. and i forgot who was the last to stop this, and the reason why we broke up for real. i regrets ever meeting him. because of him, i changed a lot. but i can't say i didn't learn anything from this relationship. i learn about myself, i learn about my attitude and behavior, and i learn to love myself. really he taught me things, and some things that i wished i hadn't learn. and after this guy, i met a really special guy that still touches my heart sometimes. i know no one is perfect, but he was so sweet and he was what any girl want, but any girl is not me. i know i hurt him a lot, and i know i didn't appreciate it, but what can i do when there wasn't any feelings anymore? i don't want to hurt him by keeping him hanging, and to see that he's happy now made me happy. and maybe that's real love is. and i don't say that he's an angel, he had his fair share in hurting me, and i think he hurt me like no one else ever done. maybe because i was really in love with him at that time. but long distance didn't work out for me, and i wasn't ready for any huge commitment, that's why i let him go. i learn that i become ridiculously ridiculous whenever i'm in a relationship, and i found out that i have some anger issue. but now that i'm 20, i learned my lesson. and i know next time i want to be in a relationship, i will try my best to keep my anger in check.

so i think that's all for now.
i gotta do some maths. until next time, toodles!!

love;

ndia :)

sunway pyramid

so last saturday i went to sunway pyramid! all the way to subang jaya.

yeah a long journey, took us 2 hours to get to sunway but worth every minute of it.

i bought a new charles and keith purse! and now i'm feeling jittery on how do i tell mommy why i bought that purse. in my defense, my old purse is old, and kinda torn at the edges, and it's rm99 for charles and keith, so i think that's worth it? aaarggh, i don't know why i bought that,wait scratch that i know but now i'm feeling guilty because i was suppose to save. nevermind.

i'm here to tell you about my experience is ice skating.

oh my god it was sooooo much fun! like really really fun. like i want to go there everyday fun!

at first i was afraid because it was really slippery, but i looked at other ice-skaters and i thought to myself, i want to do that, so i let go and i tried. and then i skate slowly. anyone who saw me knows that i'm new, but who cares? i'm learning and i'm a fast learner, so proud of myself :)

while waiting.

like a boss!haha

then that's all i think. i think it's worth not going back home to go ice skating and trying new things. you know i like adventures, and really this has been fun.on the way home.

yeah did i mention that my legs hurt? like really really hurt? i think that's because i didn't warm up first, of whatever it is. and it still hurt until today, but doesn't matter. worth it.

so i think that's all. i have to save up and study!

until next time, toodles!

love;

ndia :)