this morning i felt great.the day was good.everything was good.the teachers were okay.the subjects were fine.but.when it came to maths.i think my brain disappeared.the teacher asked me and i couldn't think of anything.oh come on nadia,what are u?a jackass?it made me feel bad.really really bad.i shouldn't forget anything.any single thing.it made me felt worse,thinking that i failed chem test and math test,and i don't really understand bio,then i forgot about the maths things.argh!!started to feel tension again.
i am such a compulsive shopper.i tend to spend my money whenever i'm hanging out.i don't know what happen.i mean,i love to shop,but i think i'm becoming unhealthy.in shopping manners of course.i have to stop this.some wouldn't think it's a big deal,but i spent rm300 in just 2 weeks.300 that should be used in 3 months.oh crazy!
i think i'm pms-ing again.it's fine to write this because nobody reads.i feel moody.i mean,i don't know.see,i don't know what i mean.i'm saying that i feel like crying.i feel bored.i just want to sleep the day away.i don't want to know anything else.i don't want to look at anyone.i don't want anyone to look at me.i want to be invisible.i want to pause the time. =(
oh.did i already mention that i really really hate that one classmate of mine?he's creepy.like,really really creepy.of course he did nothing cruel to me.in fact,he never even talk to me.but i hate people who stares.and he stares.like,all the time.maybe one day i'll ask him what's his problem.right now i'm going to keep cool and lie low."say what u want about me,cause i really don't give a damn."
and one more important thing.i hate this f***ing celcom broadband.stupid shit.
that's all.this blog thing kinda spoiled.toodles.
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