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Friday, April 15, 2011

gila tak?

laaaaa,hidup lagi rupanya minah nie.HAHA

sebenarnya niat nak update blog dari 2 hari lepas,tapi tak sempat/tak ingat/malas/takde idea/banyak kerja dan bermacam2 alasan lagi lar.so hari nie baru nak update.

tapi kan,tapi kan, takde story mory pon nak update.haha

it's 4 in the morning and aku baru je habis blog walking..baca blog orang lain best. apa apa yang buang masa memang best!kadang kadang blog tu macam takde lar info sangat,psl diri sendiri banyak lar.tapi rasa best lar,ada some kind of satisfaction.ntah lar.

dah2,jangan membebel banyak.
meh sini aku nak update pasal hidup aku pulak.
kalau tengok dari sem 1 sampai sem 2, mmg aku byk evolve lar (mentang mentang tgh belajar evolution,haha). dlu aku mcm baik je, ckp pon tak byk. tapi skrg, mak aih! mmg aku sorang yang ckp dlm kelas tu (okay mmg tipu gila lar). tapi skrg aku bapak bising dlm kelas sampai semua orang kata aku gedik.sorry lar babe, memang gedik tu nickname aku.the thing is,masa high school aku mmg rapat dgn bdk laki,so kat sini aku mcm nak cari lar kawan laki.tapi kat sini ya Allah,punya lar kuat agama sampai ckp dgn bdk laki sikit pon org dh pndg2. FYI, aku bkn bdk sekolah agama ek..aku duk kolej mara seremban je kut,buat International Baccalaureate diploma. haa,nama penuh ib lagi aku bagi.haha..dah,balik topik asal pasal aku menggedik nie.ha ada sekali tu aku mcm perli2 lar budak laki,terus ada orang sound aku "ee gedik lar nadia nie"..aku macam wat lu, ikut aku lar nak gedik pon bukan balak dia aku nak gedik gedik dan bukan mamat tu minat dia tambah bukan aku minat mamat tu aku just kacau je kut classmate je kut tak de lar aku nak suka kat classmate sendiri macam takde pilihan lain padahal belambak lagi mamat mamat hensem kat kolej aku and kenapa aku cakap takde fullstop nie? tapi aku mcm ignore je lar kumen tak membangun dari org tu.

lepas tu aku kacau bdk laki lain pulak (mesti korang ingt aku ni pengacau habis,haha) lepas tu kena lagi!jelingan manja dari mata2 yang memandang.haha.

tapi sekarang,aku mcm dah malas nak layan.aku bkn pengalah,bukan aku segan sebab kena tegur apa tak.tapi mslh nye bdk2 laki nie poyo habis,aku nak kwn sket pon bajet aku suka dyorang.come on lar!aku tak de masa okay?

senang nak kata, sume aku buat sume orang nak kata.orang lain nie takde kerja lain ke asyik nak kata kat aku je?aku nie femes sangat ke apa?ala2 angelina jolie ke apa?

dah2,buat sakit hati layan benda nie.jum tuka topik.
tapi kan,tapi kan..the good thing psl benda nie nyer,aku dah mls nak lyn dyorg.and aku dah fokus to study (tipu lar,haha)..okay,tak lar study tapi at least kerja aku siap cepat.aku nie jenis yang suka buat kerja biar siap awal awal tau. (padahal ee and tok essay tak start lagi,aish).haa,aku dah lupa aku nak cakap apa.haha
psl study ke?aku rasa mcm byk kerja belajar balik terutamanya Math HL and Bio.. mesti cikgu addmath aku kat sekolah menengah dulu sedih tahu pelajar dia mcm nie sekarang.dulu kan,aku suka gila addmath.sb tice best!skrg aku mcm lembab (ke lembap?whatever) Math HL sb dia mcm kena creative gila lar nak solve satu soalan tu.aish..bio pulak,aku bkn bodoh ape..aku tak pandai tackle soalan. ke cikgu yang kedekut markah dengan aku?ntah lar.haha

pasal apa lagi ek?

dah dah lar..baik aku tido dari tulis blog nie.bukan ada orang nak baca pon.balik2 aku jugak bukak.haha

dah dah.tata

love,
ndia :)
p/s:biar aku ada suka budak tu pon tapi tanak mengaku,
lgpon dah tak suka skrg nie.benci!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

welcome back.

hey,welcome back bloggie.

there's things that happened that i can't tell.
that i don't wanna tell.
there's things i'm trying to do,
or not to do.
there's things that made me delete this blog,
then undelete it.
then delete some part of it,
though it will always be part of me.
or maybe not.
there's thing i'm trying to prove,
trying to achieve,
trying to show to everyone.
some might notice it,
others would be ignorant.
there's thing that changed me,
that shape me,
that weaken me,
or even strengthen me.
there's always thing that make me laugh,
cry,
mad,
or smile.
there's thing that worth my time,
and thing that i'm better off without.
there's always things in my life,
whether it's good or bad,
mad or sad,
public or secret,
that i have to accept.
whatever things it is,
may i be blessed.

love, ndia.
p/s:i'm back with a little twist ;)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

the best of 2010 (finally!)

here's the moment of truth! the one that every one has been waiting for (tak lar,tak de orang tunggu pon)! since it's the year of independence to me, i think i have to add up some new categories.

the best people :)

my mum and dad!
they said absence makes the heart grows fonder. true! when i went to colleges, i can't stop crying for the first two days being apart from my family. and when i got sick, they are the ones who took care of me. i really love u guys :')


muhammad hakimie bin wali :*)
i can believe this guy has been with me throughout 2010. he's the one who made me smile, who made me laugh and even made me cry. but he showers me with love that i never think i will get. one thing that he didn't know is someone told me that i'm so ridiculous no one can stand me. and i used to believe that. but then, who was that person to tell me things? this guy has showed me than i deserved only the best, and the best is u syg :)


ashikin thajuddin
i owe many thanks to this girl simply because she's the reason why i survived college. okay, not literally. but she's the one who help me with the craziness of the subjects i have, she's the one who comforted me when i cried (only once okay!), and she's the one who i can gossip with.haha. but the most important reason is because she's very nice and i think everyone likes her. she better not read this.

nur sha aadarwina
budak pendek whose always with me trough thick and thin. maybe not really besides me, but she's the one i run to (not literally) when i have any problems. i realized that i'm not always there for her, but i always hope the best for her. and i always want the best for her. take care pendek :)

ezzaq gilo!
haha. i'm sorry syg but he's my best friend. the best guy friend ever. i can be as crazy as i want when he's around. sure he said stupid things that sometimes make me mad, but most of the time he makes me laugh, like rofl. he's the second person i used to find whenever i have problems with syg. but now i have to be independent and stop running to him whenever i have problems. i promised that to syg, didn't i? ;)

md64
md64 is not a nickname for anyone, fyi. it's my class in KMS. i think that every one in this class is super cool, besides the boys to be exact. not that i have anything against them, just that well, boys will always be boys. as a second intake student, they were really nice to me. and still are. i'm glad that i have the opportunity to know these people.

the best moments :)

driving and sewing classes!
i can't believe that i took these classes in this year! it felt like so far away now. driving classes were the best because that special person will wait with me for my turn. he's so sweet, i know. then in sewing classes i met new friends, all types of them. aside from learning how to sew, i learnt about life too because other students are older than me.


plkn :p
i can't believe i have this on my list. but frankly, plkn is one of the best thing i have done this year. i did so many dangerous thing that made me feel like i'm a brave girl. of course, i AM a brave girl ;p i met many friends and enemies here. HAHA. i learnt so many new things here.


the hangouts!
hangouts with friends and loved one will never be the same. now everyone is busy with new life and new friends, and that's why i cherish the hangouts that i had. we had a blast being childish grown ups at pcb, we dominated kbmall, we drove to here and there. oh what a fun! :B

the holidays!
honestly, holidays are the best days in my life. holidays feel better now that i'm living far away from home. home is really sweet home. i always look forward for holidays because i can go back to my beloved kelantan and meet my syg. big big smiley for that! :) i can feel the satisfaction of sleeping and waking up late, and the meals that my mum cook, and the shopping mall and the beach. that's haven for me okay?


the cas hours :p
cas is the activity that i have in college, one of the 3 requirements we have to fulfill in order to get our ib diplomas. to do the cas preparation is hell, but to do the cas activity is so much fun. we can do what we never done before and we can meet new people. and that's what cas is all about.


the best places :)

home
i used to hate staying at home because there's nothing much i can do at home. but now that i have driving licence, i love to stay at home because i can go anywhere i want! (as long as it's still in kelantan and the car gas is enough). i now realized that my home is spacious, unlike my dorm room. and i have my TEDDY at home!

kbmall
i used to hate living in kelantan because this is the only mall we can hang out. but i LOVE this mall now because this is where many memories where created. no matter how far we go, me and my friends will always meet up in this mall. yes, there's some new stores in this mall, but it's only another small reason why i love this mall now.

KMS
weird right? i said that i hate it, but it's one of the best places in 2010. my first 'asrama' ever. i don't know, i like what i can do in kms. i like my friends here, i like the teachers. i really don't know. this is something that i still can't explain.

the best subjects :)

Maths HL
haha. i can't believe this. maths hl is one of the hardest subject ever. it's the advance of addmath. i don't know why i was selected to take this subject, but it's my fate. and He knows better.

Chem HL
haha. chem hl has become the best subject thanks to madam zol. cheers md64.


maybe that's all folks. i will always cherish the moments in 2010 because i can never repeat them. may the memories live in my heart forever and may 2011 brings millions more joy :)