menunggu..

hai bloggers.hari nie saya cuba menulis dalam bahasa melayu ye.harap kamu faham :)

orang laen sume dah blah msuk u n smbg blaja,tgl sy je yg maseh menunggu.bln 7 nie br sy dftr.lmbt siot.tp maseh ada capa n mcjue yg blom pg.mereka bakal pg ujum bln 6 nie.tgl sy sorg jgk.aiseh..xkesah lar.

udm kat tganu.skali lg aiseh..klu bleyh nk pg jauh2 sket,plg xkat pahang nun..nie tganu je.tekanan perasaan dan jiwa dan emosi btol.ingtkn kekasih aty dpt kat tganu jgk,bhgia sket.tp beliau dpt kat kedah.menambahkan haru d jiwaku ini..biarlah..redho dgn keadaan.

skrg tgl 2 minggu lg.ntah nk buat ape.skrg maseh okay,maseh ade kekasih aty.bila beliau pg?ntah lar.buat persiapan lar.persiapan mental dan fizikal.

apaapapun bloggers,tolong doakan sy :)

welcome back!

finally!i'm out of the camp/jungle.thank GOD. :)

the NS was not so bad,i mean,i knew it.everyone who went national serving said so.well i didn't cry much on the last night there,but i couldn't lie.i did cry a little went i saw my warden crying.i miss her.

so,the activity was superb!we had flying fox,berkayak,merentas desa or it's actually merentas hutan,kembara halangan,wirajaya,latihan menembak and so on.and please don't forget the kawad.wirajaya was the part where we went into the deep jungle for 2 days and 1 night.and we were lucky because that night,it was raining and the tkl (timbalan komanden latihan) let us went back to our camp.funny remembering that night.we were supposed to feel living in the jungle,but?never mind that.anyway,that night my friends and i made a campfire and we sit and told stories about our lives.it was nice :) we also had lorong hantu,which we had to walk in the jungle by our own.mind u,it was 1 a.m at that time.i was scared to death but lucky me i didn't saw or heard any weird thing.

flying fox?it was the best activity ever!it's the high element where we have to overcome our fear of height.well,i don't have that so i enjoy this activity a lot.there was this girl who was so scared that she fainted!i don't know what's wrong with her.then,there was kembara halangan.i don't know how to explain this but it's just regular games.it consist of monkey rags,tarzan swing,tembok 6 kaki,and some more.

oh,there were also classes during the ns such as cb(character building) class,kn (kenegaraan) class,integrasi class and ppsb (program penghayatan seni dan budaya) class.some classes were boring but i enjoyed myself (okay,sometimes i slept in the class :p).

the malam sambutan nasional,which was the night to celebrate our 'graduation' was awesome!the wira wirawati performs some really2 cool performances.i could never forget that night.the next night was the malam tahlil where we had majlis tahlil and solat hajat secara besar2an at the dewan makan.we ate cross-legged like orang kampong :).i snapped a lot of picture that night because all of us dressed up.

and so the next day we went home.crying while hugging each other and saying goodbye.not me of course.i can't believe that i went to NS and i finished it.it's an experience that i will never ever forget.and i have my belang face as a prove :)

national service

being 3 days at home after a months of ns and will go back to the camp on 2nd of may.

i felt so tired.but i couldn't stop until i had my jobs done.so much to do.so little time.

lemme tell some2 about the ns.well,like all the trainees said,at 1st u hate it but time changes er'tim and u begin to love it.i made lots of new friends,and lots of enemies too :)

the rules are so strict but it's not a problem to me because i'm a self-claimed good girl :)

the activities are fun but tiring of course.the place?i started to feel like i'm living there so it's okay,eerie but that's just the way ns is.

then,the coach?some of them are kind,no,all of them are kind,they're just have to be strict to make sure we follow the rules.but i really2 don't like the camp commander.urgh!nobody likes him.

heavy eyes and the bed is calling.till then :)